School life starts~
J...
I better as hell not fault for that guy... The are all probably straight, probably........ Even if he not straight also won't be interested in me. But he's so cool... When I came in late for class, he asked me to sit beside him. Well, the guys in my class all are nice... Maybe for one or two that I don't like as much, the rest are pretty much awesome!!! Everyone's so bonded and yet they happily asked bout me and most introduced themselves to me. So happy... Probably the best birthday present I ever need, a class of nice people ♥
Back to him, sighhhhh... I have a bad feeling that it's gonna be very easy for me to fall for him. Looks itself, he's quite good I guess. His face may not be the best but it's still above average~ He's tall, thin, nice, friendly, tanned and has a nice voice. Aiyo... Sien lehhhhh... Hope he's not straight XD
Only hope I have would be that during our free time at the canteen, while waiting for friends in the very packed place, he was said something bout, "I like crowded places, looking at guy and gals." Then he corrected himself, saying girls...
*Fantasy time*
Maybe deep down he is bi and that's why he said guys and girls from a slip of his tongue...
Maybe he's secretly gay and that's why he said guys... And he said girls coz it was a social norm for guys to talk bout girls... So upon realization that he said it wrongly, he chose to say guys.
Fantasies. Never come true haha~ But if I ever get closer to him, I'm gonna come out to him first. I hope he'll accept me as a friends still~
Meanwhile, the other hot guy in class(more like cute hot type) is attached to a gf~ Well, not like I'm ever gonna be close to him anyways. He's my group mate for a project and he's cute~ Haha...
But most guys probably are... sienn... But like I said, even if they are gay, they also won't fall for me. I might sound fun and things like that online but who knows bout how I am in real life... Now I think about it, if I ever have a good body shape, will I still be like this? I hope I won't, that's for sure. I aspire to be like them. And maybe with the warmth from them, this seedling might grow. I need to be more insecure, care nothing bout my appearance towards people, who would probably not even care.
I should pressure my dad bout a new phone coz everyone in class is connecting via whatsapp so... Haha, he'll be the one to inform me bout class stuff from whatsapp~ Yayyyyyy~ LOL! He probably is the guy that lives closest to me too~ Aiyo... Smack myself. Stop wishing.
This probably should go to my stupid blog. Off it goes!
I guess, best birthday present EVER!
PS: So many hunks and good looking dude. Saw A LOT SIA!!!!!!!!! Plus saw one super cute and hot dude with damn nice eyes!!!!!! Goshhhh... Jealous max~
