Shower Time Thoughts! Ep 1 :D

Starting a new spam post series called Shower Time Thoughts here!
STT Ep 1:
 As I was showering, I came to a conclusion that most people wouldn't give a damn about a situation unless they or people close to them experience it. For example, people will go about hating, wondering
and being rejecting of gay people because it is something that is rather foreign to them. It is true isn't it.
Had I not came into your life, screwed it up and then told you I was gay, you wouldn't even have had been supportive of people like me. In fact, some of you might even be sticking to your religion like a hardcore religionist, no offense though. It's part of our human nature to stick to something that seems more assuring until you realized the truth, this in particular, I'm referring to those group of people that you always see holding up signs that say "Fags go to hell".

Once again, I would like to bring attention to people about depression and suicidal tendencies. Many people always say, "I want to die", "I want to kill myself", but I don't think they really mean it. Yet, to some of us, the depressed ones, a simple, "Kill yourself man, you suck!" joke may lead to a tilting point. It happened to me a lot. When I'm depressed, I hide my emotions as much as I can. Because of this, some people won't even realized that I'm in a horrible mood. Sometimes, be careful of the words you say, especially if you are a direct person, because you never know how the person receiving it might react to it. Also, I came to realized that some people who never truly understood depression wouldn't be able to understand how it feels. For me, when I am/was depressed, it simply wasn't about, "Hey let's look at things on a brighter point of view." or "Cheer up". It isn't just something that you can broaden your mind up on suddenly.
For me, when I feel down, I automatically feel pathetic. I'll start feeling worthless, which I am kinda... And then... Sigh, screw this, I'm not even feeling good right now. I'll just end the post here. Btw, the shower time thought was actually supposed to be two days ago. Right now, I'm just trying to remember what I wanted to say.
To sum it up, the end of the world is coming, hurray! Things ain't just that superficial, look underneath it, then you'll truly be shocked and will you finally understand. My bottom line is, "Don't judge, till you experience it yourself."
PS: I am still guilty of judging people. But I'm learning, and trying to make myself better. To whoever reading this, yea, this is it :D